Another phase of learing

All along I find that video editting will be a easy task, but never did I know that it is not that simple at all. In the real world, there's nothing such as pre-production! Picking put this new job will be another learning path for me, all I ask for is to be able to excel in skills.

New working environment had been fine to me, it's like a daily learning phase.

Last day working at MSQ!

Went to do the stock take today, kind of sad. It's the last day of work with nike by bird. Wake up late today, rush down by cab. In the morning still alright, chatting fooling around. When the day come to a end and when i finally punch out of work, it's the end. I'll have to leave the place and the last time locking the shutter of the store. Had been there for more then three years, learn alot there as well. I'm not the emotional kind of person who'll say that I'm sad to leave. BUT I REALLY GONNA MISS THE PLACE!

I started out as a blur part-timer
As time past, i had became more guai lan
After a year i had been promoted to senour
Been tranfer to Suntec for more then 4 months
Back to Shaw and always fight with my manager(Peter) then later Kamar
Finally they can't stand me anymore they send me to Marina Square
Enjoy working at marina for more than a year

I got to say that it's really hard to work with me, I had been giving everyone a hard time. I'm rude and I don't talk reason! I slam the phone when i got angry. I'm don't seems to be able to know what I'm doing! Hahahaha!!! Miss me if you think that I'm still a nice person!

Everyone had a story in mind

This will really be my last week with BIRD, I'm going to make sure that I'll enjoy my last week of work.

I've been thinking if people really wrote what they really felt or what they really mean on their blog? As for me I don't think that I'll write all my stuff over here and sometimes I don't dare to write. Somethings I would rather to keep it to myself, I don't want anything to be changed. I think I'm the who can't say what I want. Or really got to do with my confidence? Or I already know that I won't be the chosen one? Actually that had been bothering me all the time! Actually I had never change at all, all along I love what I loved and I like what I liked. I tried to change before, but I just can't control what comes into my mind.

New appointment!

Alright! It's time to move on! New job here i come! will be starting to work end of this month! HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT! Sometime I'm thinking that passion won't help at all. We just got to let the interests grow in us. In the past, I had never like being a service staff. But i make it a point that i got to have interest and even make sure i proud of my job. 3years of working in Nike let me grow in many ways, it had lead me in different point of view.

But till now, i still enjoy being a service staff!!! Not because of the place or the job, but is the people! Come to think, i really do have not more than 5 friends in BIRD! Of cos is you who make me happy and luff everyday, you who bring me in and ran away, you who we do look alike, you who is the only one that can carry me up and you who look out for my snake! I'll miss you guys! of cos there's abit more friends but i don't think theres a need for me to mention them!

The rest! Please get out of my way, I'm not a nice person to make friend with. Cos I'm fucking 'guai lan'! Can't stand me then fuck off! I'm not begging for any friendship from you guys! You see! I'm not a nice person at all!

Trial for two days

Went for another interview today, they are alright with my expectation and now they want me to go on trial for two days to see if i meet their expectation. I think I really need to push myself again! haha!

A new blog!

It had been a long time since i last blog and i now i think it will be good that i start a new blog. As time past, i had walk into a new path of my life. What i'm looking forward and the challage are different. All along i've been thinking that after my studies my life will be much easy, such a niave thinking are wrong! Life are even harder now! My expectation are much higher and i keep wanting more for my life. It had been more than a month since i graduated and i still yet to found any job that i had been expecting to get. Went for a few interview and i only face disappointment, most are paying well but i just don't think that i can fit into that kind of enviroment.

Come to think, i used to be someone who will be happy if i can get any full time job that can let me work for long. But not anymore!

Wonder what wil my next job bring me to? Sad to say, someone even offer me only 1.2k to work for that! THAT IS CRAP!!! Without seeing my portfolio he just judged me base on what he think! Too bad! Then i would rather not to work for you!

Another interview tomorrow! Goodluck to me!

Thinking if i should carry on my studies? Another year and i can get a degree. I know i'll be able to make it, but just got so many things for me to bother now. So i keep giving myself excuse like portfolio are good enough for me to get a decent job with good pay.

So damn confuse now! Where should i start with?